If it was described with one word, I guess others would say 'Obsession' but I say ''Torment'. Obsession is surely self inflicted, and self curable, torment is imposed by an outside influence, and you want it to stop.
I watched the hands a lot, that night in bed I'd lie awake wondering what they felt like, and how on earth I was going to get them on me. When they finally were I was sure I'd never breathe properly again, I thought that feeling would wear off but it didn't, it's still like burning from the inside out, every time.
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