God poem

God, are you listening?

My lord do you still hear? Have you abandoned me, your child?

Are you close but in silence, lord are you here?

I have called out for guidance, I've spoken out to you

I hear not your answer, I feel not your hand.

Why have you left me to fend for my own ideas

When I ask for guidance you ignore, why don't I deserve help?

I begged of you once to return what once was mine...

I asked, I prayed, I sacrificed, I cried and I cried

You ignored my pleas, 

you left me sobbing on my knees

Never to return him, never to return him to me.

Finally I rose up, I stood and faced you then

I understand I said I am not to love that one again

But now my path is flooded and as I wade through,

The current is gripping me, I can't hear you.

God are you listening? Have you turned away? 

I cannot breathe, I cannot think

But I have kneeled and I pray and pray. 

I accepted what was once,when I knew it was not my path

I left that one tied up with memories, and pushed it into the past

But this is more important, this is just for me

I beg of you to help, I'm blind and cannot see

What way do I turn, what way should I go?

God will you help me? 

God are you listening?